I want couple shoes and sweatshirt. 

Wisdom Teeth Experience

Fudge it. I have to take my wisdom teeth out today. I've went to a gazillion billion trillion million research prior to the appointment and I don't know anymore. I don't want a cut through my gum TT I don't even want this to happen to me. I already had 4 teeth taken out in 7th grade and now I have to take out another set of 4. I don't even know if my wisdom teeth grew out of my gum. FK IT ALL. my death is today and for the next month. TT

Update [12:55PM] Only a few hours left and as I'm folding my clothes, I felt my legs weaken when I bend down. According to how many teeth I have visible, I'm pretty sure they have to screw up my gum. :( I'm really scared. Save me...... :(

Update [5:50PM] So maybe you've guessed. I'm in bed, propped with 2-3 pillows and periodically putting ice on my cheeks and then not. There are tenant(s) downstairs playing basketball while "chiu chiuing." I don't know, don't ask me. -A- //sigh// Anyway, the pain haven't formed yet, since I'm still numb. I remember them putting like so much needles in my mouth, like 10. TT I had stitches, only two though. They also let me listen to my music which was good and because I recently finished organizing my songs. //sigh...//

Update [150131 9:25AM] Relaxing on sofa while listening to music. Last night was so uncomfortable and painful, I just want the days to go by super fast and get this bleeding to stop. As usually, my mom keeps saying the same thing over and over like, "put ice, or like you're sister (Aimy) will be longer and won't get better. Take those pills at the right time too!" I knowwwwww! I just don't want any bad things to happen, such as a dry socket or something. 

Update [2:27PM] I feel the pain, but it's not something I can't deal with. Bleeding stopped a lot more than yesterday and this morning. Only a little bit cause I can taste it.  X-X I'm exercising my jaws in hope that it'll get better sooner. One thing that's bothering me though is that I was planning to do my homework before this miserable thing happened to me, but didn't. My bottom lip is still numb. It feels like a balloon.  

Update [4:50PM] Pain, pain AGAIN! Just one side though on my top left? It hurts it hurtssssssssssssssss. :'(

Update [150201 11:27PM] Bleeding came and go today. My bottom lip still numb. Btw, freaking pills don't work for me. Pain-killer my ass. That's one reason hate pills. Ughh. Going back to dentist on Friday cause taking out the stitches. T_T Please don't let me go to school tomorrow!!! It's just really sore in my mouth. 

Update [150202 10:29PM] Okay, so first day of week going to school and everything seems fine. One teacher said it wasn't swollen that much. Yeah right. Classmates said it's cute. the heck. no way! I'm surprised that the teachers are always surprise I took out all four. . __ . 

Some people are just so rude. 

Fro is too cute, but honestly before, I thought he was so annoying. 

where'd Gray-sama's shirt and pants go

tooo hooooot!! ~ ` O ` ~

 

Beginning of fairytail episode...I thought I was watching one piece XD

Update (150124)

 

 So funny. they dancing was so...ghey XD There was rainbow too. Another sign.

Was having wifi issues the past few days, but finally fixed!!! But I did something terrible, such as spilled water all over the family computer when I was using it. 

My 2015 is really really starting out bad and I don't really want to list them because it really....is that bad. :( 

Finished!!

Reading comments yesterday since the drama ended & i was cracking up , but until I watched the episode... 

 O-O

Yay happy end~ ^^

My mom is really getting on my fking nerves. 

And I'm already not feeling good about myself and the start of the year. She's very not understanding and supportive at all. fake. I thought otherwise. 

1:38AM. Animal births. whut am i doing?

I think it was Amagi Brilliant Park's fault. I paused for some reason to search up animal births and avoid some disturbing ones due to comments. So done with watching them that I came back to 2 minutes later, seeing horse birth. TT-TT

Something happened in Japanese class today. A random guy knocked hard on our classroom door. My teacher didn't even lock it, but fortunately  he didn't open it. He looked real dark and creepy. He said that he was looking for some location. o.O He left somewhere after, probably out of school. Scary

My hiccup keeps coming and going today. Whyyyyy?!?! In Pre-Calc, SAT prep, and now. 

It's not like I'm lying ;) keke~ -.-

why is break over?

Happy New Years!

I went hiking at Koko Head yesterday before the year ends. Sean took us there. It looked like a bunch of stairs all the way to the top. Unfortunately, I only made it 1/4 of the way. T_T //creys// I wanted to keep going, but I started having a hard time breathing. Also did my brother, so we both went down first. We all timed ourselves. I think I only made it in 10 minutes before giving up. Sean was telling us that the average people timed to get up there was 45 minutes. So when we got down, I had the keys to the car since Sean gave it to me. Justin and I opened our windows slightly, just enough so that hands can't get in. We opened and ate a bag of chips and listened to music while waiting. Ashley made it in 28 minutes. How da fk. Also when we were going down, I saw people sprinting down like no big deal on the steps. 

Sean drove us home to shower and we headed to his home to eat dinner. We brought a dish as well. On TV was New York's New Years Rockin Eve Live and replayed. The foods were delicious. I forgot to take a picture of it though. There were tempuras, spring rolls, sweet potatoes, steaks, brown rice, and another mixed rice. Filled me all up. After that, we played connect four and guesstures, which it basically charades. It was girls against boys. Obviously, the outcome was girls = winners. There were Sean's parents, my siblings and me. 4 girls and 3 boys. My younger siblings begged Sean's older brother downstairs to play but he was busy watching TV... Well then. 

We played with their dog, Riley. He was big, black, and weighed 75 lbs. . _ . Then it was time for the fireworks and year ending. When the time hit 12:00am, I had all sorts of thoughts. That I was graduating, older, college, and future. So much will be happening this year and especially next year. 

Horror movie 3 nights in a row

Just finished watching Japanese version of the Grudge 3 (Ju-on). yup. T^T fk it. 

Watched the first one two nights before with Aimy, Ashley, Justin, and Sean in the living room/kitchen. I crashed Aimy's bed at night. V ;3

Yesterday, we watched an american horror movie (dunno what it's called), but it was about the underground railroad where the station master was supposedly taking care of the slaves, but instead was experimenting on the slaves. I believe Sean said it had three parts too and this was the second one. 

I watched the Ju-on 2 this morning with just Aimy, Ashley, and Justin. Sean came exactly right after it ended. The third one, I only watched with Ashley and Justin. 

Now that I searched it up. I think we were watching it out of order. 

Ugh now I'll be thinking about it over and over again. 

Suppose to be studying and doing my study guides, but just procrastinating....as always. ugh. 

#biggestprocrastinator

Happy Thanksgiving!!!

I haven't posted in such a long, long time. Such gap. Anyway, it isn't like I forgot about this blog, it's just that I've been saving millions of photos and stories to talk about (prob. forgot what they were now). Plus, I'm a big fat lazy butt and huge ass procrastinator. 

Mrs. Ho tagged me photo....

 My sister had such squish-able cheeks! o.o

 Was I eating this? Everyone else is happy and smiling. I forgot who the two girls next to me was, but I do know the others. ;) Guess who! Richard (chinky smile) and Hubby ♥

Idk, Michelle, Suzanne (i think), ryan, vivian. That's the last time I ever saw Vivian, so how is it that I still remember her name? . _ .

Recent past (1-2 month+): 

 My homeroom teacher made us brownies!!

 Her complaint got me fans

 Tutti Frutti cuteness!

Oh one more thing, I'm terribly sick and my cousin came to visit = going out to eat in restaurants a lot. I have a headache, fever, asthma. Usually asthma doesn't get much in my way, since I have so little of it compared to my younger siblings. But now I'm experiencing quite a big one maybe because I'm breathing in a lot of cat furs. :( 

Spending thanksgiving helping at the store.

And suddenly, my laptop decides to fill its storage all up. =.=

A lot a lot of eventful events

I don't know..I feel like I haven't wrote anything in a long while. Well that's true since it's been over a week. 

Today I thought...what a nice wonderful day to do community service, but it was very hot, though Mr. Fong bought us drinks and melon flavored melona ice-cream! :) Btw, Ashley and I were half an hour early, so we went to a nearby store (Longs & Safeway) to just hang out + plus air conditioned. 

Last week Saturday, I was suppose to go to community service far away from where we live and it was so unfamiliarly. It's at a pumpkin patch, which we got lost in the field/road area. We went home after though since we couldn't find it. We called the advisor apologizing for being both late and not knowing our directions. Oh, but before that, I witnessed a car bump a another car in the back! We were like 1-2 car spaces away and it was kind of incredible. Nobody got hurt, but still I saw the front car jumped. 

Then on Sunday, I had work and a customer just started asking: 
Old grandpa: Are you chinese? xiexie
Me: ..no
Old grandpa: oh..you philipine? salamat
Me: ..no
Old grandpa: japanese? arigato
Me: ..no
Old grandpa: korean? ka...kamsahamnida
Me: ..no maybe i should just nod, so he stop talking to me.
Old grandpa: ....
Me: ....
Old grandpa: //something in chinese that's probably saying I don't know no language//
And then he left and came back with his family...a wife? and grand-daugther maybe?
Old grandpa: //something something in my dialect//
Me: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I UNDERSTAND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And then I made the biggest mistake in my life. 
Me: [In my dialect] I know what you're saying. 
Old grandpa: Oh oh!!!?! I give you tip //puts in one dollar in tip cup//
Me: yassssss
And then he started talking more and more shyt to me in my dialect which I couldn't understand omfg. And the granddaughter was just staring at me like th? The grandpa was probably speaking too fast, too jibberish, or too deep in the language that I didn't understand, so I kept saying idk to him which made him say some rude things to me. I saw him again at work on Monday, but didn't talk, I only said hello. Also when the grandma and granddaughter were leaving, I was sure I heard that the grandma called the daughter "Emily". o.o 

Yesterday was our first pep rally of the school year. I thought our class' cheer was great. The gym was finally done...took like 3 seasons to fix it. 

Yeah that's about all I can think of atm. Gotta sleep, I got another community service early in the morning waiting for me. 

“But in that moment I understood what they say about nostalgia, that no matter if you’re thinking something good or bad, it always leaves you a little emptier afterward.”

—	Noggin, John Corey Whaley

Just watched 2 episodes of Mnet' Mix & Match. I think 5 & 6 and it was so sad at the end. The judges were terrible, biased, and unequal in judging. Why did they need to eliminate 2 members anyway, a group of 9 is good - __ - I was really crying though...but I SWEAR THEY ADDED WRONG B/C I ADDED THEM SCORES ALSO. humf! In the first round, my favorite group lost, but in the second round, they did really good. The judges were like almost 90% all rappers, and some admitted that they aren't really good at judging in some areas such as the dancing. So why have them as judges -.- omg I'm so pissed. 

Gonna watch some happy yt vids instead.

Today is really just not my day

Today must be one of the worst days yet. It was pooring rain due to the hurricane that be coming. I was in a rush to do everything at once. Homework, laundry, eat, brush my teeth, get ready for work. Too much on my mind. 

When I was doing laundry, I didn't open the laundry top too check if clothes were there when there was and let the water go running for about 2 mins. Fml. It was some guy's clothes in there. Being stupid me, I tried to squeeze the water out and throw it into the dryer. I end up breaking the dryer. Just great. -.- 

And being home with Ashley just made it worst. She just makes everything harder. She doesn't clean after self and close lights. I swear when she grows up and own a house, she'll never know why the electricity bill is so high. 

Work was very slow today. Got home from work to receive a note from the dude with laundry business telling me to compensate him. Really really fml. My dad fixed the dryer and I don't even know how I'm going to 'compensate' him...pay him back? Ugh. 

I never thought that one day I'll have schedules and everyday there's something that I must do. 

Today is really not my day. 

Yay, we got a Wednesday schedule today because the Gala was today. ^^ 

Also, I've been finishing anime one by one lately. I have a lot that are completed that still need to watch. And then I end up finishing all the anime again of last season and return to looking at my lists full of on-goings. 

Q & A 18 - Cross Off What You've Done

I've done something similar to this haven't I.... o.o oh well

Appearance

• I had piercings besides the ears.
• I want piercings besides the ears.
• I have a scar.
• I tan easily.
• I wish my hair was a different color.
• I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
• I want a tattoo.
• I can be self-conscious about my appearance.
• I have/had braces
• I have more than two piercings. 

Embarrassment

• Disney movies still make me cry sometimes.
• I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
• I’ve glued my hand to something. 
• I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose
• I’ve had my pants rip in public.
• I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.

Health

• I’ve gotten stitches.
• I’ve broken or dislocated a bone.
• I’ve had my tonsils removed.
• I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
• I’ve had chicken pox.

Travel

• I’ve been to Florida.
• I’ve driven/ridden over 200 miles in one day.
• I’ve been on a plane.
• I’ve been to California.
• I’ve been to Asia.
• I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
• I’ve been to Vanuatu or the Mystery Islands.
• I’ve been to the Caribbean.
• I’ve been to Europe.

Experiences

• I’ve gotten lost in my city.
• I’ve seen a shooting star.
• I’ve wished on a shooting star.
• I’ve seen a meteor shower.
• I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
• I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
• I’ve slapped someone.
• I’ve kissed someone underwater.
• I’ve chugged something.
• I’ve crashed a car. 
• I’ve been skiing.
• I’ve been in a musical. 
• I’ve auditioned for something.
• I’ve been on stage.
• I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
• I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
• I’ve pranked someone.
• I’ve ridden in a taxi.

Honesty / Crime

• I’ve been threatened to be arrested.
• I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t.
• I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
• I’ve snuck out.
• I’ve lied about my whereabouts.
• I’ve cheated while playing a game.
• I’ve been in a fist fight.

Death

• I’m afraid of dying.
• I hate funerals.
• I’ve seen someone/something die.
• Someone I know has attempted/committed suicide.

Materialism

• I own over 5 rap CD’s.
• I’m obsessed with anime/manga.
• I collected comic books.
• I own a lot of makeup.
• I own something from Pac Sun.
• I own something from The Gap. 
• I own something I got on E-Bay.
• I own something from Abercrombie.
• I thrive on compliments.
• I thrive on hate.

Random

• I can sing low key.
• I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
• I open up to others easily.
• I watch the news occasionally or always.
• I don’t like to kill bugs.
• I sing in the shower.
• I’m a morning person.
• I’m a sports fanatic.
• I twirl my hair.
• I care about grammar.
• I love to spam friends.
• I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
• I bake well.
• I would wear pajamas to school.
• I like Martha Stewart.
• I laugh at my own jokes.
• I eat fast food weekly.
• I’ve not turned something in and still got an A in a certain class.
• I can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room.
• I’m really ticklish.
• I like white chocolate.
• I bite/used to bite my nails.
• I’m good at remembering names.
• I’m good at remembering dates.  
• I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

People

• ..used to ask if I was anorexic/bulimic. 
• ..have called me fat.
• ..have said I’m skinny.
• ..have said I’m ugly.
• ..have said I’m pretty.
• ..have spread rumors about me.
• ..forced me to eat.
• ..say I eat too much.
• ..say I eat too little.

Eating

• I’ve lost weight quickly.
• I’ve gained weight quickly. 
• I’m at my thinnest.
• I’m at my biggest.
• I’ve lost weight and kept it off.
• I’ve lost weight, but gained it back.
• My weight affects my mood.
• I diet.
• I’m vegan/vegetarian. 
• I exercise.
• I’ve fainted from exhaustion.

Family

• I’ve sworn at my parents.
• I’ve planned to run away from home before.
• I’ve run away from home.
• I have a sibling less than one year old.
• I want kids in the future.
• I’ve had kids.
• I’ve lost a child.

Relationships

• I’m engaged.
• I’m married.
• I’m single.
• I’ve gone on a blind date.
• I have/had a friend with benefits.
• I miss someone right now.
• I have a fear of abandonment.
• I’ve gotten divorced.
• I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
• Someone has/had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back.
• I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
• I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
• I’m a cuddler.
• I’ve been kissed in the rain.
• I’ve hugged a stranger.
• I’ve kissed a stranger.

Bad times

• I regularly drink.
• I can’t swallow pills
• I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.
• I’ve been diagnosed with depression at some point.
• I have/had anxiety problems.
• I shut others out when I’m upset.
• I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset about something personal.
• I have taken/take anti-depressants.
• I’ve slept an entire day before. 
• I’ve plotted revenge.