Working now at an after school program. Woohoo. But I'm just losing time. I feel like I really need to get going with my life. Homework is literally killing me. Literally. I regret some of the classes I am taking so bad and I can't get out. //sigh/ Colleges. ahhhh. However, I can always come back to music. This year there have been so many great songs! Like WOW. Plus JB's music videos all on my b-day ahahah :D 

Also, my laptop charger broke yesterday! Oh no... had to buy a new one. What lame timing! 

Just walked downstairs wearing my mask and a tenant just happens to get out of the car. He was walking my direction holding a flashlight.. It was awkward....we shared a brief glance and he shone his freakin flashlight at me >:

So I just had to stop episode 678 because it was beyond ridiculous. "God Ussop"??? what? Light flashing down from Sabo's punch (btw when can i see his face already?). This is too much. lol, but I still love it. SUCH TOUCHING EPISODE (this and the last) >< 

btw, fudgin hate pink flamingo more than ebarrrrrrr!!!!! 


**Update** Episode 698 is probably the BEST episode yet!!!!!! I LUB IT SO MUCH. From the very beginning. I can't with Usopp and Sugar. That ending as well, Law and Luffy moment. Looks like they're enjoying it so much <33 BBY LAWWWW~~~

By the way, noticing all them hat wearers: Luffy, Sabo. Law, Ace. 

These comments tho..

Friends can really leave you just like that. No words no nothing. It doesn't matter how many years of memories you hold together anymore.  

I am honestly so hurt right now. I'm just a ball filled full of emotions. 

fml

Recently, I've been feeling so stabbed. It's like the people have changed in my class. Either they moved on, getting hella lazy, or something else. I might be one of them. BUT they should still be doing their work. I need an A!!!!!!! UGHHHHH You said you were gonna do it, but to the very last minute and A DAY late, you say that you can't????? Oh my gosh, where were you 4 days ago when you could of told me this?!??!!?!?! 

#somadrn #ihavetonsofhwtoo FML

Hmm...so for the first time in years, I teared up in school, and it's not from a movie. It's actually a personal matter. 

Some time last week

Me: *happy because favorite food for lunch*
Kelcie: What are you eating?
Me: (chewing) Scrambled eggs. 
Kelcie: What? Sperm and eggs?
Me: whattt???
Kelcie: what?? Isn't that what you said? 
Me: noooooOOOoooooOoOo0o0o!!!

Omg......gross ><

I just installed OS X El Capitan and I love it so far. 

Awkward!

So I was just in the middle or towards the end of a video about sex. Nope, nope, nope, you're wrong. I'm not watching anything like that! I'm watching Weylie. And you know how that you can see reflection of computer screen, I saw someone walking outside. And may I say, it was so quiet and gentle for a big guy (he's not big), but you know.. Anyway, he could have heard. I do try to keep volume low though. Ughhhhhh, why do people walk into me or listen to me when I'm doing something I don't want anyone to know about. It just makes me look more stupid than I already am. :/

Scorpio Personality: 

Beneath a controlled, cool exterior beats the heart of the deeply intense Scorpio. Passionate, penetrating, and determined, this sign will probe until they reach the truth. The Scorpio may not speak volumes or show emotions readily, yet rest assured there's an enormous amount of activity happening beneath the surface. Excellent leaders, Scorpions are always aware. When it comes to resourcefulness, this sign comes out ahead.

Scorpio Key Words:

Strengths: Passionate, stubborn, resourceful, brave, a true friend

Weaknesses: Jealous, distrusting, secretive, violent, caustic

Charismatic marks: An intense look in the eyes, muscular

Likes: Truth, facts, being right, teasing, longtime friends, a grand passion, a worthy adversary

Dislikes: Dishonesty, passive people, revealing secrets

Best environment: Dark, sensuous places, any situation that offers power or rouses strong feelings

I put this under my 'more' tab, but I decided to just put it in a post instead. That's all. byeeeee~ c; 

I was scolded (sort of) by a friend because I kept backing up someone else.. True, I was in the beginning, but she cut me off on my next statement when I wasn't supporting them...

NOTHING IS BETTER THAN SEEING YOUR GRADES GO UP UP UPPPPP~

But still got 2 classes that I'm suffering from. ;( ughughsughuhfkashdfjkahuihiuwgEUFGJK kadhkjahfjkhsjkf

Freshman Initiation 2k15

Omg!! Shoutout to my sis!!! Welcome to high schooooool~~~ It's only gonna get worse ;) #dying xd

Wish I had brought mah phone and recorded it! Or at least snapchat it because gurrllll you should have seen the last group. The teachersssss! This is something new. After the initiation, the teachers did a dance as well. haha cx

omg...I remember when I was freshman. How did I become a senior already. what happened???!!??!?! ahhhh

I have never worked so hard on a lab before. x-x

This is too cute. I'm gonna do this one day. ^^

I need to breathe.

This year, I'm getting ticked off at every little thing that happen. Maybe it's the classes. Homework load. Having to take care of my brother. Mom wanting me to work sooooo bad. College essays. College app. Finding a college that I can get into because I'm so dumb. 

I hate this. I really really can't take any of this. Always ignoring and getting mad. I can't. 

I need to breathe, not another sigh. I also need my sleep. ;'<

How many times are you going to make me love you all over again? It's frustrating how you make me feel like this. ♥♡ 

Ninu is just so smart or weird. He knows just when my parents come home from work. Waiting at the door, meowing. He sounds like a grandpa... 

Yeah sure go praise her. I do the work as well you know? You never say a thing. EVER. But when someone else does it beside me, "Good job. Good job. Good job." 

I'm not asking for my praise. Just don't go emphasizing it so loud. Okay I get it, I already know, she's your favourite. They all are. :)

Flash Flood Warning

It's been raining endlessly since last night. School next day and I was shopping on an app when I can't even buy them. :< No $$$. Anywho, I stopped myself because school tmr but then thunder and lightning happened. I never knew I was that afraid, especially at night. I tried to sleep, but can't. So I listened to Disney playlist on pandora to cheer me up as I sleep. I even brought dora to sleep with me. Don't judge, she loves it. 

Funny moment: Since outside was loud and it was like 2am, I was going to turn on volume on my TV, but then my mom came in and closed in. She closed it. I know that it's bad to use electricity on stormy weathers, but stillllll. 

This entire time, I only got 3 hours of sleep. TT_TT Probs b/c I kept looking at the weather app, which made time fly. 

Didn't want to go to school today, so I asked my mom not to, but I already knew the answer. - A - I dressed and everything, she made us lunch, and it took us years to get to school, but as it turns out, there is NO SCHOOL! Took us longer just to get home - 3 -

**Update** The school got flooded. It mostly impacted the 1st floor, which were where the library is (carpet floor), tech labs, and other classrooms. The whole 1st floor was smelly, especially the library which stank like hell. They had to remove the carpet. Truthfully, they didn't really plan the school well. :/ 

Okay, I LOVE TAO and his songs. They are amazingggg. My type of music yeeeeey~ ^3^ 

Btw, doing my bio homework. :T yay ;P 

"As it always has been and always will be, lovers will repeat the same mistakes by fighting, breaking up, hating, and missing each other. It's always spring as long as we are together."

Omen - Disclosure ft. Sam Smith

School Begins Tomorrow

Hah summer is so short..like i say every year.

Still haven't finish my summer reading >__> I am almost done though! 94% done. 

GOODNESSSS

How long have it been since I've seen B1A4!!!! asdfghjkl; freakin love <33333

Tao's songs makes me feel so sad...this emotion in me like... wants to explode </3 

Sometimes.... 

...I scare myself.

SWAC marathon anyone???

sonny & chad <3

Sterling still hot asf. EEEEEEPPPPP > w <

Shopped online for the first time but it wasn't even for me, it was for my dad! He wanted ant gel. - A -

Las Vegas Vacation 2015 ♡

150624

Woke up at 5 and caught the bus at 5:30. Not long of a wait. I sort of explored the airport a bit before we had to board. Got to LV around 12 maybe and got picked up in a gigantic rental van. 

At Sally's house, I caught up with Jessica and all other aunts. We basically just helped with the wedding things like names on each tiny chair with chocolate candies inside and table numbers. It was fun. The more people who helped made the work 10x faster instead of having like 2 before. 

Bella! That's Sally's yorkie! So freakin cute. I want one when I grow up. >3< 

At night, we watched Insidious: Chapter 1 & 2 with Altan (groom), Jessica, Ashley, and Sean. Went until 1-2 something and stopped because Jessica's mom didn't want us sleeping too late. 

150625

Watched Insidious: Chapter 3 today because Altan and Jessica haven't. 

Sally's Bridal Shower was today! Only the girls were there and it was fun! The food was great as well as the entertainment games. The boys went out to eat at a buffet. Lucky!!! I want buffet too. 

150626

Woke up at 8 and came visiting Jen (cousin) and Aaron (cousin's son). He was so shy and big. 0-0 

150627

Wedding day!

150628

Last day at hotel. Walked around the strip. Went to hershey, m&m, and cocacola world. At the cocacola world, Sean got us the around the world tray. Each taste was interesting. Some were delicious and others were nasty (like Beverly from Italy XP). 

150629

Went to Wet 'n' Wild! I think first time for me. It was pretty small. Also, 4 guys hit on Jessica. XD

150630

Aimy, Sean, and I shadowed my cousin Sally (pharmacist) at her work place.  

Philly Homebound ♥

150602

Landed in Philly around 8 am. Jenn's dad picked us up. Peter and Kevin at school. Peter's voice got deeper. Honestly it was weird because he had a higher voice before. Dude totally changed because wearing glasses 24/7 as well. He was a bit awkward with me at first maybe because of his voice. I mean how can he act like that when we played a lot when we were younger. Next few days though, I acted as if I didn't care and relaxed again. I did imitate his voice, just for fun. 

Lily (their cat) was so light! Like 1-2lbs only. My cats are both 10-20lbs. How? Her bite and meows were soft and cute. >w< 

Since they put the AC on, I freeze my life away at night. TT I only have small blankets that aren't very good at keeping me warm!!! And continues for the next days to come... -_-

150603

Woke up at 2pm! Spent the day giving out macadamia nuts to our families and friends for my parents. 

150604

Thursday I went to the 8th grade graduation because they were Ashley's graduating class. I didn't get to graduate 8th grade, only some rite of passage -.- But that class song though 0_0 Not to be rude or mean, but they were literally screaming 'Dream High.' 

I met Ryan, Alice, and David Z.! Alice came along and ate at Buddakan. Looked like a place for adults because it was dim and only business-older people there. Thought it was going to taste weird, but it was actually good. 

150605

Ate ate Phó at the same place twice today. Brunch and evening. Even the waiters remember us! lol. 

150606

Took the SATs today. I met some more people while waiting like Xiao Bing, Andrew, and Ryan. It was great talking with them again. I feel like I was crazy because I know I did much worse than my last test and I didn't even do good on the last one. Plus there was also an issue with my test, so I had to stay for a little bit. 

Went to the park today with some family friends. Beef and chicken on stick were super good. Take me back to the old days when daddy use to bring us to the park with our bikes. <3~

150607

Went shopping at the supermarket with grandma, Ashley, Sean, and Aimy! We planned to make miso soup, wonton, dumplings, etc. Also got Taro smoothie with lychee jelly @ Bambū. 

150608

Visit the last of family friends today which is awesome because I'm totally done with that. Played signal with the gang but I was the only one partnerless so yeah -.- I just ended up being the dealer. 

150609

Went to a the Chemical Heritage Foundation because Sean wanted to. It was cool and interesting. Then we went to eat at a Korean restaurant called BonChon. It was so good that I'd like to go again and again and again. Maybe it's just me, but there's MV kpop songs and it's pretty cheap! What a package. 

Sean, Aimy, Ashley, and I walked the Ben Franklin Bridge. Took about an hour. My feet started peeling which hurts when I got home. 

We also went to Tea Chat because Aimy wants to meet her friend, Joy. I met Nicholas at Teado. Can't believe he recognized me and Ashley though. I was only like 3rd grade in HR when he was in 7th. 

At night, I played monopoly and won! Or well Justin and Kevin teamed up and overpowered me with their cheating style by moving their "hotels" along. -.-

150610

Jennifer came back. Brought us cupcakes! Yum! Then late at night, we went go get some Franklin ice creams and ran the art museum stairs. 

When we got home... I found out that Peter and Ashley had used my iPad and texting my friends from Hawaii. I'm literally in tears. I know what I did was wrong, but they went further and deeper. It was too much. I don't know maybe I'm too fking sensitive but I am really angry. Angry to the point of ignoring, but i just can't do that. I end up talk to them again. I'm not the kind of person who would humiliate badly a person to the world. I just can't hurt someone fully without feeling terrible after. They've gone too far. How will I handle it tomorrow. I have to stop these tears. It's 2:30 in the morning!

What a terrible day!!!!!!!  (<-- wtf this from my phone emojis...turned out like this XD)

150611

Got out just to be able to meet Alice for about an hour. 2nd meeting??????!!! Yassss!!! Tried a teeny bit of chipotle for the first time. 

150612

Love parkkkk! It was hoooooot. 

150613

Went to Hershey's today. Played in so many fun rides. Hit the water rides first because not much people yet. 70 seconds long as well. My little cousin, Kevin cried. He literally didn't even scream, just eyes wide open and crying at the end. My favorite was the wild mouse only because Peter was screaming like a freakin girl so instead of screaming I was laughing. XD Went on that one like 3 times. Other rides was Frontier Flyers, Pirate twice, and Fender Bender. That new 13th coaster, Laff Trakk, though. I didn't know it was that crazy...spinning and all. 

Lesson learned: Don't trust indoor coasters. 

Also, I heard that it was Ms. O'Brian married today at school.... Never had her though. Well, Congratz!!

150614

Came to New York or at our hotel at 6pm. Went out and walked around. It started to rain a lot. We ran all the way to Momofuku Milk bar. Their cereal milk without the topping was really good! It's like frosted flakes milk sat for awhile and drinking the milk with flavor. Entering the store was a different story. It had a smell like vomit tbh. Ugh. Besides that, I enjoyed the cereal milk. Sean, Ashley, and I went to the bathroom and took with us packs of the paper towels because it was some pretty good shyt that can protect us somewhat from rain. It continued to rain as we all ran like crazy to McDs. We also took a picture with a smaller version of LOVE. Didn't know there was one here as well. o.o Btw the McDs here was 3 stories tall. We got to 2nd floor though. ;< 

150615

So we left New York today at around 2pm. We woke up at 8 and ate at the famous Katz Deli. Then separated from Aimy and Sean because they be going to Statue of Liberty. Jennifer, Peter, Ashley, and I went to the 9/11 Twin Towers to take pictures. Then got some Shake Shack take out. First time that I actually 'tried' eating tomatoes with h burger. Still not my fav. Rained a bit before we got in the car and began pouring down like crazy as we are in New Jersey highway. 

Jennifer brought home some massive Lorenzo pizza for us!! Stuffed as hell. I didn't finish mine, and it was not hot/warm. :(

150616

Woo another shopping day with Alice at Premium Outlets. Didn't buy anything. Alice was too into shoe shopping and bought none at the end. Shake my head. Then I got to hang around at her house. ^3^ Oooh yeah finally. Freakin second house I ever went to for a friend (I think). 

Btw, Alfie was soooo cute! >3<

150617

Jennifer left at 3am today because she missed her flight a few hours ago. And so I twinned with her in night jammies. 

Watched a movie today with Jenny and Alice!!! And it was Insidious: Chapter 3. Guess what, I didn't even watch the first and second. Then we ate at Bonchon afterwards which was great and yummy, but expensive as well. 

150618

Went out with the fambam. Shopped at the 1st Oriental Supermarket. Then hit the jewelry store because aunt wanted to look at more rings and stuff to buy. Too expensive tsk tsk tsk. 

150619

Went to White Castle. We got a bunch of 30 burgers that fit into a cardboard suitcase. It was cool. Burgers were small in its own little box. 

Shopped at KOP! I feel that the stores are better than cherry hill, but downside is that there's not much percentage off.

150620

Went to the FDR park aka Cambodian park. Go there almost every Saturday with my dad and siblings back then. "Back then" 

150621

Went to Church. Saw Jackie and Iris. Ashley and I went to CT and walked around and bought stuff. Gave some money to a hobo. Walked around the gallery. 

At night, got some warm Lorenzo's (not really) and Phileo Yogurt for the first time. It was yummy but melty. 

150622

Reunion with my home friends! I got there pretty early at the meeting spot. We went rollerskating/rollerblading. It seems easier than ice skating honestly. Today is my last full day. 

Tomorrow I'll be flying at 8pm, so leaving early like at 6. 

150623

Starting out in Philly wasn't much different than ending it. Woke up still pretty darn late. 

We went out with my aunt to shop at Ross because she wanted to buy things for Sean's parents. 

Left house at 6 and right then it started to rain, lightning, and thunder. 

Got delayed twice and had to switch gates as well. Instead of leaving at 8, we left at 10. We had to wait about 7 hours until our next flight, and were given free overnight stay at a nearby hotel. 

pictures (but it's all over the place)

Because I'm going on a trip real soon, I have to clear out pictures on my phone. Maybe more pictures soon. 

Trust me, it was weirder and scarier in the dark. wtf my bro doing -.-

PICKLE'S TURTLE!!

see it? it's usa + penguin!

tried

Little brother so useful

Also made me some udon. what a plus!

Ashley trying too hard but failed. (saran wrap the toilet)

GAY!

Japanese teacher is bomb! So sad she leaving next year.

first time. ashley added so much water, still was good :)

Kayla mvp

size large cat to go please

soooooooooo goooood! One of the very few sushis I eat.

Spoke the words for me. That's my boo Jinwoo XD

from luhan to brains

first time tim tam

instead of doing the lab V (peace)

Ashley's Rite of Passage! wooo

call me, love me, shoot me?

 Riley is high af

 pluckin bitches over there. faking laughter. wanted to punch their face last week. I literally thought of so much senarios that I could've gone against her. >:(

"smile" btw, I just noticed...same pose o-o

Omg! My first lantern floating and it was so beautiful!

Dis so cute, reminds me of Ye Ziyu.

Back to FT! Juvia looking sooo lovely ><