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Summer Goals

My goal this summer is to loose my stomach fat, especially when I will be off on a trip in less than 2 months. I want to look good! ;) Who doesn't? I also want to lose my arm fat as well. :/

Also, I want to get a part time job near my university, so that I can earn some money to spend and help my parents out because they pay for everything. 

"I forgot how much i am allergic to my cats..." I say as I...

Everybody just wants to call me Amy. No, not Aimy specifically, but just Amy. Is it cause it's similar to my name? D;

Q & A: Get to know me

• *Update: 170424
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• 1) What images do you have set for your desktop/cell phone wallpapers? desktop: water/sky/flowers, phone: totoro/my cat
• 2) Have you ever had a crush on a teacher? no
• 3) What was your last text message? "We're heading to tysons (or check whatever's open rn) if you guys wanna come! 😊"
• 4) What do you see yourself doing in 10 years? hopefully working, happy, and married/engaged/have a boyfriend
• 5) If you could be anywhere else right now, where would you be? traveling
• 6) What was your coolest Halloween costume? unicorn
• 7) What was your favorite 90s show? Blue's Clues
• 8) Who was your last kiss? my dad on the cheeks over winter break
• 9) Have you ever been stood up? probably yes
• 10) Favorite ice cream flavor? cookies and cream
• 11) Have you been to Las Vegas? yes
• 12) Your favorite pair of shoes? keds
• 13) Honestly, have you ever cheated on your significant other? n/a
• 14) What is your favorite fruit? cuties, banana, durian
• 15) Have you talked to anyone on tumblr that you could see yourself dating/having sex with? If possible? no
• 16) Are you into hookups? Short or long term relationships? nu
• 17) Do you smoke? If so, what? no
• 18) What do you do to get over your anger? scream into my pillow, and let time pass
• 19) Do you believe in God? yes
• 20) Does the person you're in love with know it? n/a
• 21) Favorite position? idk laying on my side?
• 22) What's your horoscope sign? Scorpio
• 23) Your fears? being alone
• 24) How many pets do you have? What kind? 2 cats, 2 hammies, 3 fishies(RIP to 1), 1 duck(RIP), 1 caterpillar
• 25) What never fails to turn you on? killer smile
• 26) Your idea of a perfect first date? n/a
• 27) What is something most people don't know about you? flip my tongue?
• 28) What makes you feel the happiest? people who make me laugh
• 29) What store do you shop at most often? atm probably asian foods
• 30) How do you feel about oral? Giving and/or receiving? idk
• 31) Do you believe in karma? yup
• 32) Are you single? yup
• 33) Do you think flowers or candy are a better way to apologize? how bout both
• 34) Are you a good swimmer? sure lol
• 35) Coffee or Tea? tea
• 36) Online shopping or shopping in person? both
• 37) Would you rather be older or younger than your current age? younger
• 38) Cats or Dogs? cats
• 39) Are you a competitive person? yes
• 40) Do you believe in aliens? yes
• 41) Do you like dancing? yasss
• 42) What kind of music to you listen to? K-pop, pop, edm, R&B, hip-hop, rap
• 43) What is your favorite cartoon character? n/a
• 44) Where are you from? Philly
• 45) Eat at home or eat out? both
• 46) How much more social are you when you're drunk? idk
• 47) What was the last thing you bought for yourself? socks :)
• 48) Why do you think your followers follow you? they like what I like (tumblr)
• 49) How many hours do you sleep at night? 6-8
• 50) What worries you most about the future? job, husband
• 51) If you had a friend that spoke to you the same way you speak to yourself, how long would you be friends? long time?
• 52) Are you happy with yourself? not quite there
• 53) What do you wish you didn't know? inappropriate shyt. it cannot be unseen lol
• 54) What big lesson could people learn from your life? take initiative (even though I don't)
• 55) If you could live in any home on a television series, what would it be? n/a
• 56) What's your favorite Website? youtube
• 57) What's the habit you're proudest of breaking? biting nails
• 58) What was your most recent trip of more than 50 miles? Seattle over Spring Break and that is 4x's the miles
• 59) What's the best bargain you've ever found at a garage sale or thrift store? n/a
• 60) What do you order when you eat Chinese food? ohohoho too lazy to name, but ;P
• 61) If you had to be named after one of the 50 states, which would it be? Kali
• 62) If you had to teach a subject to a class, what would it be? i don't teach
• 63) Favorite kind of chips? ketchup chip, cheddar fries, bbq
• 64) Favorite kind of sandwich? bánh mì
• 65) Which do you use more often, the dictionary or the thesaurus? dic
• 66) Have you ever been stung by a bee? nope
• 67) What's your favorite form of exercise? cardio, stretches
• 68) Are you afraid of heights? yes and no
• 69) What's the most memorable class you've ever taken? n/a
• 70) What's your favorite breakfast? cereal
• 71) Do you like guacamole? i don't dislike it
• 72) Have you ever been in a physical fight? with my siblings
• 73) What/who are you thinking about right now? n/a
• 74) Do you like cuddling? yea
• 75) Are you holding onto something you need to let go of? no
• 76) Have you ever experienced one of your biggest fears? yea
• 77) Favorite city you've been to? n/a
• 78) Would you break the law to save a family member? maybe
• 79) Talk about an embarrassing moment? split my pants. yes...it happened TT_TT
• 80) Are there any causes you strongly believe in? n/a
• 81) What's the worst injury you've ever had? knee, I still have the bump that is still ever so obvious from elementary.
• 82) Favorite day of the week? friday
• 83) Do you consider yourself sexually open minded? ..
• 84) How do you feel about porn? not about that life
• 85) Which living celebrity would you like to know? Selena Gomez, Ponysmakeup
• 86) Who was your hottest ex? n/a
• 87) Do you want/have kids? yes
• 88) Has anyone ever told you that they wanted to marry you? no
• 89) Do you get easily distracted? wait..what :)
• 90) Ass or titties? asssssssss lol
• 91) What is your favorite word? banana
• 92) How do you feel about tattoos? cool, but not for me. if henna, yassss 
• 93) Do you have any pets? yes
• 94) How tall are you? 5'1 and some quarter
• 95) How old are you? :x
• 96) 3 physical features you get complimented on a lot? n/a
• 97) Is there anything you're really passionate about? cooking (but for myself because I'm afraid of food poisoning ppl XD)
• 98) Do you have trust issues? yes no maybe so
• 99) Do you believe in love at first sight? naw
• 100) What are some words that you live by? Why? n/a

Do you know what knocking is?

I'm not trying to hide something, but it takes me by surprise when you just swing the door open, especially when I got earphones on and didn't hear you walking down the hall. -_-

When people delete their comments on any social media with a comment section. You know how facebook has 'memories' now and I get notifications everyday because sometimes I like to look back and read on them. Btw, my internet language was ridiculous. >_> Anyway, I was talking about how I was reading through and seeing deleted comments, and it looks like I'm talking to a ghost. So I end up deleting my replies to the ghost comments too. lol

Gym 03.18.17

Time: 40:00
Distance: 3.07 km
Strides: 5750

Exams

How do people finish 30+ mulitple choice questions and 2 short answers within 5-10 minutes? It is seriously difficult for me. Since I am usually one of the last to finish up, I try to finish the test as quickly as possible so that the professor or TAs won't have to wait for me. It feels like I am burdening them for waiting just. for. me.

My kpop boy band BTS Poem

Dinner

Jungcook

Sprinkle suga

Jhope it taste V good

Say prayer - Jimin (amen)

Eatjin

Saran rapmon leftovers

                              - EU, 3.13.17, 1:20 AM

#whatwasidoingatthistime? #sleptattwo

Landed Upon This Video

Video 

And then there is this comment. I can't lol

Luau Goodies + Luau Dances

Yesterday I ordered my luau goodies, such as T-shirts, long sleeve shirt, crew neck sweater, and a hoodie. There were two different designs: 1) Front: Hanabata Days. Back: I Ka Wā Kamaki'i [The carefree days of childhood], and 2) Front: Ohana over Everything. Back: tribal "P." My favorite is the 2nd design. The total of my order went out to be $130, but it is not just for myself. 

For both my dances in Freshman and in Siva, I am on the floor. I know why though...my uneasiness and lack of confidence and smile. I am just really upset with people in Hawaii Club, especially in freshman because people be like staring me down like I want beef or should cash them outside or something. e_e Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Why am I letting them get in my way. 

Also, I am dancing at Jennings just for Siva. Jennings is a retirement community. :)

Lab Partner

So originally, I had a lab partner, but she threw up early today and could not make it to lab. She told me that she did try to tough it out, but that did not work out, so I ended up partnering up with an asian dude. He was talkative, quick, and a twin! At times, he can come real close and act super super casual like we have been long time friends, which made me extremely uncomfortable. We even grazed hands a bit, which made me super more uncomfortable. Any who, we finished the lab within 2 hours and we were outtttt! This was just a little bit about my lab partner. 

much needed right now

What a shame

So..I have this thing where I absolutely want to make friends, but I also am afraid of being judged and gossiped about. I want to get close to someone, but I just push them away? Why am I like that. So this is what happened today: 

I have just finished with my review session. Using my peripheral vision, this guy--I met when he joined my table in chemistry, but we eventually got assigned seating--was standing, waiting by the door. At first, I thought he just wanted to ask the professor a question since she was already occupied with another student. I was still copying notes from the board. Just when I was packing up a few minutes later and getting ready to leave, he was turning to leave. That was when I got suspicious. Everything happened so fast...I just walked the opposite way of where he left. Was he waiting for me..? Did he no longer wanted to clarify a question? He definitely looked back to see where I was going. Maybe I should of said something. Did he want to be my friend? Finally a boy friend (not boyfriend)? 

I am mean. 

Am I just over thinking this? 

I need to make connections.... //sigh// 2AM thoughts

Bullies

I get it. I'm anti-social and socially awkward, but I'm trying. It's difficult for me to make friends. But did you have to go that far? Behind my back? The lowest of the low. In front of everybody at that? What did I ever do to you? I really can't anymore. I don't want any part of your drama, but clearly that isn't going to work. I'm not in the clique of popular and gossiping group like you are. What did I do to you? Things like this can lead to a bigger mess. Things could happen that you will regret. But here I am...not going to do anything about it...and that makes me angry with myself. What can I even do... Why me...?

Working Out

170127

I went to the gym for the first time on campus. I'm a totally newbie at this. I have never been in a gym before, let alone on a machine seriously. I do exercise by dancing and I do morning stretches. I came to the gym at 3 and the gym was nearly filled. I went on the elliptical first. I constantly spazz and my leg would straighten out. So embarrassing, I hoped no one saw me! >~< I worked out for about 30 mins, 200 calories, and 3000+ strides. Next, I went to use a bosu ball. All I did was stand on it, attempting to balance myself which wasn't at all that difficult. That concludes my time at the gym. 

170129

I'm at the gym again. I'm using the elliptical again. I'm also sweating all over again. Did I mention my last visit to the gym I wore a hoodie sweater and a jacket. I know I know. Why tf? Today I'm wearing a t-shirt. I worked out for 45 mins, 333 calories and 3.25 km. I love it!

First Time Skiing!

5:49 AM

Right now I'm on my way to Mt. Hood! Sean, Aimy and I just left the apartment. It's foggy out, but still less foggy than the past few days. Because of this and the 8 inches of snow, we got school canceled for 3 days in a row. We only just got back from winter break and already entering winter term snowy, icy, and foggy. 

8:57 AM

Sean, Aimy and I are riding bus 59 to Mt Hood instead of driving all the way there. We all slept on the bus. I can't wait to get there! Currently it's 14 degrees out. It's very cold! 

Rode on the ski lift! It was so fun! Unfortunately, I couldn't take pictures of the view because my phone was back behind my schoolbag and I could not reach for fear of falling to my death. ><

4:00 PM
Back on the shuttle. Finally heading home. 

UPDATE [171115]
My arms and legs are in pain. My right hip as well because I kept falling on the right side. To be honest, it is so not easy getting up after falling because you will continue to ski and slip. 

UPDATE [171117]
No school today too, meaning that today has officially been 1 week off school. Wth?!? 

UPDATE [171118]
My professor extended days and time in order to cram everything that we are suppose to learn as assigned on the syllabus before Spring Term begins. Ugh... Well, originally Winter Term was suppose to be 11-ish days total, but now I only have 9 days. 

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2017