Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

Saturday, August 27, 2016

When you are slowing dying inside and tears start to fall due to the overwhelming stress and your sister is downstairs with friends and saying "come in" at least twice now to whomever knocked on the door. 

Monday, February 2, 2015

If you have something to say about me, say it directly to my face.

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

PSAT & SAT + Mean Cat

Today the entire school--well, 7th through 11th--took PSATs in the morning. Seniors had singing practice for their graduation. I heard it was good, but I've never actually heard of it. 

The PSAT was forever long. Unfortunately, we were assigned to classes by our last name. And as I feared, the teacher we got assigned to wasn't good. -_- He was like "Do I need to read this? How about I just give you the booklets?" WHAT THE HECK...NO! RREAD THE DIRECTIONS!! A super smart girl told the teacher to read it though. Plus, the teacher (Mr. R) assigned barely even stayed in our room, another teacher (Mr. H) was taking over it. But why is Mr. H evening our room?! I don't like both of them JSKADHFJKAS! Maybe cause he had no where to go and the other homeroom teachers (in my grade level) are women..idk. The clock was about 5 minutes behind too. Also, the teacher didn't give us 5-10 minute marks. Only later I learned that you're supposed to ask the teacher (I was, but didn't). But the biggest regret of all was that I DIDN'T WENT TO THE BATHROOM UNTIL THE END! I thought I was gonna die holding in my pee. I didn't know there was only 1 break (well, 2, but one was only 1 minute -.-) that was 5 minutes. I was thinking that I'm gonna have bladder like Ashley over the summer; going to the hospital for who knows how many time just because of holding in pee. I think I held my pee for over an hour! TT-TT One more thing, we had extra 30+ minutes when we finished, while others classes had 5-10 minutes left. 

The SAT class after school was okay, I learned some new strategies and didn't get some. She had us look at our mock SAT we took in the first two classes and I was terrified of my grade...... I'm never going to get in a college. ;'< But must still think optimistically! Hopefully, I can get a lot out of this classes by the time I finished with it. A smart plucker in my class got 1900+. WTH LET ME RIP ALREADY FJADSLKFJAKLSFHJKASHEFKASHDFJKASH. I don't know what my life is to be. I'm not smart or anything else. I have goals that are unthinkable of my level. What is my plan God because I'm not sure I'm in the right path anymore. Maybe I'm an extra in this world drama called "Daily Life of Bakas." ;'[ 

Soba/Sora/Dora/whatevs scratched me with her sharp nails. It feels like I'm being infected and life just shortened by uh maybe a decade every time I'm being scratched. It's terrible. 

Monday, August 11, 2014

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School on the first day wasn't like I thought it be. I know it's gonna get harder and more and more responsibilities to take care of. And most importantly..my future. This year we're actually ready to get with it and do all the testing. What am I to do.....I don't know my path at all. Everyone that I may know of has something in mind already...even my younger sister. 

Btw, there was this nights where we ordered fast food for 2 nights straight (almost 3) and I weighed myself the next day. I was surprised at how many pounds I weighed. For the first time in my life...ever...I reached 100lbs. o-o Today I weighed myself again and it was 92. But that really surprised me a few days ago. Btw, the Wii told me that I'm suppose to weigh 116 according to my height and all that. Whoopsie :P