My Heart Is Aching... ;'(

What is this. Why...why am I crying all of a sudden! T-T 

So uh, first things first, I just want to tell you that I 'like' post on tumblr, so that I may go back to it. Like scenarios and masterposts and important stuff like my favorite and funny things or so that I can show someone it later. Then I'd unlike some of them because they of no use anymore. lol so sad but I just don't want too much likes cause then I won't be able to find anything.

ANYWAAAAY, I liked this kpop scenarios for quite some time and along with others, but I saved this to read for last cause it's hella long (in my opinion, or well than the rest of my likes). AND YOU KNOW IT ENDED UP SO GOOOOOOOD THAT I STARTED TO CREEEYYY ON THE LAST PART! You don't understand my heart's been aching after each parts. It touched me too great and I don't really read a lot of fanfictions, but this...this is too good. But what actually made my heart throb and ache harder was my freakin playlist on iTunes. Why are my songs...XD Lol okay okay, but I love those songs and they like pair up too with the fanfic. Also I'll listen to the song that they recommend me in the beginning of each part. There's only 4 long parts, no worry. Oh yeah, my stomach was feeling so empty when reading this. When was the last time I ate. o.o Breakfast? Kay guise, back to topic, the last song, Idk how many times I replayed it when reading the last part omg. Maybe like 3-4 times lool and ended perfectly when I was looking at the pictures. 

Oh wait...I just rememeber, there was a question in my mind that was never answered, or I skipped it? Idk, but that was a pretty big part too. o-o ..Oh well

Joke + Froyo

Saw a really funny text post on tumblr about mozart. So I had to share it with my two great friends. Also my sister came just in time to my room and I asked her:

Me: What is Mozart doing right now?
Aimy: Uh..making music?
Me: No...but what's that called?
Aimy: .....um composing
Me: noooooo DEcomposing

Aimy: Oh //laughwalksawaylaughing//
Me: //laughing//

Aimy: //comes back// 
Me: :D lol
Aimy: Do you want froyo?
Me: Okay!

Haven't had froyo in such long time. Just came back a few minutes ago with Ashley and Justin. Eyaaaa so goood~ The melon and taro especially! My new favorites~

Frustrated

Today is just so stressful. I started this morning with a bad dream. I think it had to do something with a tumblr post I read about some horror.. I know I know, I don't usually would read such things, but it was there so I scrolled back up and read it. It was something about a now abandoned area that once lived a scientist or doctor? and he experimented on many patients. Yeah dunno how I end up reading that, but I had an almost similar dream to it. ;\ 

Also, I learned about so many tests coming up this week. Almost all this week. The week of Valentines Day. I even have school and a chemistry test on that day. Also have tests on algebra, quizzes on whatever subjects. Tomorrow I have a theology test. I swear I just took one like less than 2 weeks ago. What did we even learn? She only showed us a few powerpoint presentations. Also she threw us a last minute essay project that would be due tomorrow. Just great. So all day during school even after school before my dad picks me up, I tried to finish whatever other class homework, so I'd have time to do my project at home. 

But when I was on my way home, I learned that Justin didn't told us ANYTHING about needing to filling out a paper for the teachers to send out to his school next year. My dad went a meeting today and he just told me that. And I was the one to be filling out the admissions paper. The printer was also not working. I end up wasting paper and ink because the ink was not clear on paper. It'd be okay if I was able to read it a little, but it wasn't! So freaking mad I wasted so much time doing that and FILLING OUT THE FORMS! Justin can't even do that! And his comments to me were rude even though I'm doing this for HIM! I'm about had it enough of him! He has no respect at all. Always talking back to me. ONly Ashley and him would. My mind is going crazy and I feel like I need extra peace and quiet for awhile (not like that's gonna happen...) -.-

Omfgggg! I was reblogging on tumblr and for the first time I think I learned how to do that queue thing? I don't know if it work yet but anyway, I needed to go the bathroom and after that I walked to the front and was just walking around in the dark.. I dunno. And then I heard Aimy came out of her room and hurry sat down on the couch with Ninu near me. I pretended I didn't know, but I really thought she just needed to use the bathroom like I did and then it got quiet so I turned my head and was about to get up and go back to my room...except I turned to see a pluckin scary sister. SHE JUST CAME OUT OF NOWHERE AND STANDING THERE AAND THE FLASHING LIGHT OF THT BUDDHA THING MADE IT SCARIER! I jumped and slid all the back of the other side of couch and bump my back on the corner of book and now I'm hurt and scared. :(

"he looks old"

[12/28/13 12:05:12 PM] BEWBIE: hes like the cutest of them all
[12/28/13 12:05:17 PM] BEWBIE: IKR
[12/28/13 12:05:20 PM] BEWBIE: LIKE WTF IS GOING ON
[12/28/13 12:05:23 PM] Emily: XDDDD
[12/28/13 12:05:26 PM] BEWBIE: my friend like kai the most
[12/28/13 12:05:26 PM] Emily: LOOLOL
[12/28/13 12:05:28 PM] BEWBIE: queenie like kris?
[12/28/13 12:05:32 PM] BEWBIE: and shaoting like chanyeol
[12/28/13 12:05:36 PM] Emily: alice like lay
[12/28/13 12:05:40 PM] BEWBIE: wtf
[12/28/13 12:05:41 PM] BEWBIE: lay
[12/28/13 12:05:43 PM] BEWBIE: like the chip
[12/28/13 12:05:43 PM] BEWBIE: lays
[12/28/13 12:05:47 PM] Emily: lmfao
[12/28/13 12:05:58 PM] Emily: but lay is really good dancer
[12/28/13 12:05:59 PM] Emily: omfg
[12/28/13 12:06:10 PM] Emily: wait
[12/28/13 12:06:13 PM] Emily: let me find it
[12/28/13 12:06:22 PM] BEWBIE: he looks old
[12/28/13 12:06:24 PM] Emily: http://www.tumblr.com/reblog/71399053376/YvsHoQzv
[12/28/13 12:06:34 PM] Emily: lay is younger than luhan tho
[12/28/13 12:06:40 PM] Emily: luhan's face right there XD
[12/28/13 12:07:42 PM] BEWBIE: O-O
[12/28/13 12:07:43 PM] BEWBIE: DAMN

..Oou...

Lol..spent the entire night on exo XD Until past 2 AM...oops. ;P All for my babies. So many funny videos on youtube...never ending and rebloging thenm on tumblr ;D Then I had to just search up questions about which exo is for me or who I'm like. >_> A lot of various answers. 

 WAYYY LUHANNNN BEBEEE~

NOOOOOOOOO LUHANNNNNN, BAEKHYUN, LAY AND ERRYBODAY ELSE T_T 

This mothapluker gonna die in a hole tonight. Better did your grave bish >;'(

Ohohoho~ But haivign babies are so scawie ><

I don't care if he's your fave. No I'm not sharing. He all mine. ♥ TT w TT

We Da Avatars

For some reason...I can't upload videos..? So here..: http://meiixkisu.tumblr.com/post/55149321598

Went to Theeeee Airport

Guess who we brought backk~ JENN AND GRANDMAA! Yayayayayyaya~ Miss those two so much. ;D We gonna have lots and lots of fun time! Grandma has amnesia... She keeps forgetting and repeating the same questions again and again; such as, "Where's Aimy," "Who are going to lock the door of Jennifer's home (in Philly), and stuff like that.. No end to it, and we have to give her the same exact answer all over again. I feel so bad. But I can deal with it, cause I havent seen her in about 3 years! ..Ugh... TT^TT Also we went to eat. It went by so fast. Now it's like 11:08 PM. We showered, talked, and all that. It's been a nice night. Well, I better get to bed..

Sike, when I say bed, I mean tumblr...no good me, especially when I got school tmr.

My Kokoro Hurts So Much..

I-I've been reading a lot of mangas yesterday and I feel like my heart is going to pop out of my chest. Nnn.. >////< Ahhh, I don't know what to do...romance, romance, and romance. //Sigh I like them too much, but yet I can't even talk to boys. I get to scared inside and become a psychopath lady. Reading them, seeing people..so in love makes my kokoro pound too hard and sharp pain in an instant. 

**PLUS, I be reading the manga and listening to the instrumentals on my tumblr blog...haha, I get into the mood. I don't know. Such sad songs and omgomgomg..ahhhhh. I wonder if even my followers get depressed with my music. But I lub it. ♥

 Stahp it STAHHHP IT x/////x

 Ohhh~ >////<

what to do, what to do

 AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Uh..erm...eh...um..

The true reactions I do...

Made my night

I cannot. No words to express my feelings right now. I want to cry. I was just watching psycho-pass and just randomly wanted to check my tumblr...to see if a lot of people reblog from me.. lmfao XD (I'm weird forever and it's a good thing?). I saw 1 message and I was like.. Hm..rarely get them = 3 = ..must be bad comment... But nope jfhajlkhjkdhgadgksdhfkjsdhfkjdhfjksdhfjksd T^T 

>>CLICK<< //searches for my name like mad.

I'm so happy!

Wow. Ok. Sorry, I'm new to being praised and slow on tumblr... everyone else must got tons.