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Delusions

I have this weird feeling every time when I wake up in the morning or get ready for bed that a cute, sexy, hot, good-looking, smart, harem-like boy is waiting outside my balcony window, so I always check.. What am I thinking/imagining..? Ahhh, I'm just so in love with anime/manga that I'm forgetting the real world or reality. I wish I wish I wishhh! //sigh// Can I just live my infinite, sexy, harem, on-going, magical, eternal, heart-warming, romantic, comedy, etc life forever? It will be.. M Y  P A R A D I S E , M Y  U T O P I A , M Y  H E A V E N. 

AHHHHHHHHHH

Today during lunch, I was studying for a Japanese quiz. I soon got the hang of the stuff and decided to go on skype. I was talking to Alice about whatever she sent me the day before. She answered them and then, we started talking other things. Soon the bell rang and two of my friends, Kayla and Kelcie, packed up to go to their other class (AP Economics [waaaahh~!]) Ok, so I was still of skype and my friends were almost at the door when.... 

Kayla: Bye Ems!

Kelcie: Bye!

Me: W-what? (Back to reality) Bye bye!

Kayla: You look so creepy...

Me: What? Nuh uh!

Kelcie: Are you reading your manga or whatever?

Me: NoooOOO.... **realizes**

I was smiling to my screen. Why was I even smiling. I don't think there's anything funny going on with me and Alice's convo. Omgggg noooooo! I must have look like a creeper omg..even my friend said that. I don't know I just smile/laugh too easily. Even to the most non-funniest thing. 

Oh, my lunch today was awesome. Rice with meat! Deliciouso...idk dora? Spelled wrong too. Also, Ashley and her friend passed by the door and happened to see me so they were there for awhile, I don't really know why. So noisy too. Go away, go away! = 3 =

Summerrrrr Skewwwl

Buubuu... Tomorrow is the beginning of summer school. I'm not in summer school, but I'm helping out. This goes to financial aid and community service! Good, good~ I helped Aimy before and after my classes last year, so I'm experienced. Yaaay, I'm with the computer class! YAAYAYAYAY~ There's also another person helping with the class, although I don't know why. Not to be mean, but that class has literally nothing to do, so I can freely go on the internent to do whatever I want. On the papers for summer school helpers, we are not allow to. But the teacher for this class allows us to, as long as we help out from time to time when the students need us. I was quite happy today and nervous. I just don't speak well with people..whywhywhy. I don't know, I'm always a quiet person..blah. 

Today was the orientation. I recognize a few of the kids. Last year, Ashley was in the first period in photoshop, now she in last period (fourth) in comic life. Oh yeah, Justin's first year i summer school here, though he didn't go to the orientation because they needed parents to go with them to each class. My dad was working to so..yeah. It's okay for Justin, Ashley and I will help him tomorrow early before classes start, to show him his way around until he knows. 

I wonder what I'll be doing tomorrow. Photoshop some people (JINYOUNG KYAAAA~), watch anime, read manga, read books... . __ . 

Uh...oh.

Just about about over an hour ago, I woke up to a sound of shouting. Of so first of all, I was reading manga on the bed and then the internet suddenly didn't work for just that one manga website, so I gave up and set my laptop aside and nap for a bit. Then again as I said before, I woke up to a shoutings. What the heck...so loud. I could hear both my sisters fighting. I walked up to front of the hall way and saw Aimy on the computer and Ashley on the couch using her iPad. 

Me: Stop fighting..!
Aimy: Someone keeps fricken taking off the sticky note that I use to cover over the camera!
Ashley: It's not me!
Me: And? =.= Did someone take a picture of you and posted it up on the internet?!!?!
Aimy: I open the fricken photo booth and saw all Ashley.
Me: woahwoah suddenly remembering that sometimes in the past I took it off...maybe I should tell her.....uh.....nevermind. //walksaway

Then, I just went to shower and brought my phone in for music.

Don't Give Up Hope!

Today, I had to accompany my sister to a life touch place, where they take pictures for her graduation yearbook. It took place all the way from pearl city. I don't think I've ever been there, maybe just a pass through once or twice, but that's it. I didn't know where to go..I am terrible with directions..TT^TT So I don't even know why I'm in the lead. = . = Daddy dropped us off and there was also visitors there too. Those visitors wants to buy our store...and so we let them. I don't even know why = _ = Why making good money there, now were looking for a new store. But that's another story. 

Today, Aimy and I were dropped off and we both didn't have a clue where to go, but she knows her way around sooooo easily. I'm really hopeless, aren't I. We found the life touch place and the people said that it wasn't today and was rescheduled for next week. They said that they called daddy's phone number before to tell them, but I think my mom picked it up. I don't know how the story actually goes, but I think that they didn't pronounce Aimy's name right, since it's very uh...unique and so my mom mistook it for 'Emily'. //sigh Aimy was really pissed cause she forgot her papers and stuff. BUT it's lucky that it wasn't today, she'll have another chance next week probably.

For the time being, we went to a crafts shop to look at stuff and  called mommy to tell her that it was canceled. Blahblahblah and then Aimy suggested that we go into a movie theatre theater...what. Anyway, we went to watch the Great Gatsby! I hadn't read the book, but Aimy has for English. It was all about the partying and cheating and stupid love. They all are terrible, inappropriate, and stupid stupid stupid! I only liked one guy, since he seems like the normal one. > 3 > The narrator who I believe played spiderman!!! Yayayyayayay. Oh, we also got popcorn and drinks. Did I mention that Aimy and I were the only ones in there?! At first when we went in the theatre, and saw this loud fighting army-like thing. I was extremely frightened..thought that this was what I'm going to be watching. But Aimy reassured me that it was probably just commercial. In the mean time, we went to buy popcorn since we both afraid as shiet. OH LMFAO, throughout the movie, Aimy threw popcorn in front of her. I was like "what?" and she was like, "I've always wanted to try that." It got me curious and I did it to. Then a few minutes later, I was like "ever tried it to the back?" //throwsback LOOL. And then a few minutes later she threw it to the side. Lol...it explains why we are both single....not.

Later, we went to the bathroom and then to walmart. I hate extremely what I was wearing cause I can feel that people were watching me. Aimy wore casually pants and stuff, but she could just change into different clothing for her pictures. I only just wore a mini dress there..., cause I do. Remember..I was there for was accompanying my sister. Anyway, we had to buy a present for Justin's friend birthday tomorrow, but we ended up not cause there was none of his liking when we called him. 

Then, we decided to go home, which was FAR so difficult since we don't know the area. So it was was up to my phone. dan dan dan!!! I lead us wrong a few times, but we barely made it just in time. It took us about an hour on the bus to chinatown to meet our parents. Then we road back home and bought sushi! BUT WAIT, as we were walking home, Aimy said that she thinks daddy didn't give her back the key. Oh nonononoon, cannot be happening, but at the end she found it. luckyluckylucky ><

The sushi was yum yum yummy yum yum! I ate it like CRAZY.. Ah..now I'm making myself hungry as I'm typing this. //stomachgrowls Watching anime while eating, yaaaay! Then I started eating a lot of pringles and pudding. Omg, too much. All these wonderfully made snacks that are terrible for us. And then heard car coming in and rushed to my room with my laptop and threw all the trash away. 

Soon, I was choosing which mangas to read and read them and ended up on my bed..and dozed off into a nap.

What Am I Doing =.=

//blushblushblush

What am I...BLUSHING OVER COOKING?!?! Oh my! >< So this was how it all started.. I just finished reading one shot mangas and was writing it down on my document and heard a knocking on my door. Oh yeah, I was on my bed where Ashley can't see my face..

Me: Come in.
Ashley: Um..can you cook scramble eggs for me?
Me: Ohmugosh, what do I do. "........................................................................" Uh..long silence..She's just standing there...reply reply! //creepysmileformsonface What am I doing?!?! CALM DOWN don't come here, you mustn't see this face.....................
Ashley: ....
Me: "Uh..in a sec." (trying to sound cool..)
Ashley: Ok.. //closes door

I am seriously a weird person..but recently, I've been wanting to cook. O.O Good, good experience I guess. I scared of the future... :/ AH! I better hurry....she waiting!

#foreveralone?

@Vazeni

Omg, Vazeni. I know this isn't the time to laugh cause you're probably mad..but that post about murdering your brother. I was reading it and then I noticed the time your posted it... 9:11 AM. 9...1....1. 911!

ha..haha...ha....................no.

Eh..isn't it Cassey? or something.

I'm sorry Vazeni! >< I haven't been on skype, I know. I've been too busy. I just want a relaxing day alone to do my stuff....on the internet...lol, like reading manga or watching some anime or movies. Stuff like that. But I've been going out to much and this is only the beginning. I don't know when I will be on the computer again.. TT^TT

@Vazeni & @Alice

Vazeni
Aww, that's too kawaii!! One big famiry~ They are all so adorable!!! * u *

Alice
Heyhey!! Since Sunday I've been reading a lot of mangas. I had only finished 2 mangas before, but now in those 2 days, I HAVE READ.....dundundun...10 more completed ones~

**I have to admit...I still haven't finished Black Bird. Ahahaha, been like over a month already? ;)

My Kokoro Hurts So Much..

I-I've been reading a lot of mangas yesterday and I feel like my heart is going to pop out of my chest. Nnn.. >////< Ahhh, I don't know what to do...romance, romance, and romance. //Sigh I like them too much, but yet I can't even talk to boys. I get to scared inside and become a psychopath lady. Reading them, seeing people..so in love makes my kokoro pound too hard and sharp pain in an instant. 

**PLUS, I be reading the manga and listening to the instrumentals on my tumblr blog...haha, I get into the mood. I don't know. Such sad songs and omgomgomg..ahhhhh. I wonder if even my followers get depressed with my music. But I lub it. ♥

 Stahp it STAHHHP IT x/////x

 Ohhh~ >////<

what to do, what to do

 AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Uh..erm...eh...um..

The true reactions I do...

A Dream..?

So in the morning.. I had a dream and everybody was like out to get me. And I was some heroine or something. Even some of my family members. I don't remember it exactly, but I always find a way to escape for them for a while. We were in a big, huge building. I keep running, hiding and avoid being caught. But there was another person...a guy.. with me. I don't remember his face or presence that much. I only know I was escaping and he was the only one there with me. He was like following me everywhere. Some times we would get caught, but then somehow I got free and ended up at square one. (uh..did i use that correctly? I don't even know what I just said..) Ending up at the same spot again and again and again. I forgot there's a word for this, isn't there? I remember the word from an anime/manga. 

That dream lasted for 2 hours; 4:30 AM - 6:30 AM. I woke up to go to the bathroom and checked my phone to see what time.. 

What did that dream mean? Does it have a meaning? People tell me that dreams tell the future. Is everyone going to turn from me..?